Friday, March 28, 2008

emotion

strong
blinding
hyper vent
alate

angry
cant breathe
why
principles
wasted time
lack of care
worked up
over
nothing

maybe

strong for a reason
must mean something
a sign to walk away
low class
level driven
all women handle
differently
that
question of respect
how important am i
mask?
to cover i want space

anger
principles
emotion.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

work

defining vision, building courage, meditating on strategy
don't lose your focus, keep your eye on the big picture.
back against the wall, death ground strategy
no shit make it happen prove yourself.

design education, aiga, convo over scotch
define the problem save the answer shifting the clients perspective
she needs to be babysat organization
the dream last night
collaboration
unification
pay attention
to the situation

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

strange brew

i keep meaning to write about how weird life can be in the randomest of moments,but by the time i get around to writing about them, moments have passed..

tonights inspiration comes in the form of a youtube collage on my facebook that just started playing. it alternated cartoons from foreign countries, and old familiars from childhood. the twighlight zone is playing right now, doctor who intro, the smurfs were dancing in a circle just as i started this post, and between them and now came the intro to macgyver, currently a jesus looking cartoon character passed over the screen, wook now inspector gadget, liked the muppet show opera they had for a second, only a matter of time till nightrider came on, my little pony just surprised me, alf was on a second ago, now a russianmusic video, oh, fraggle rock, look at that, and i sit frozen for a while in massive fascination at the miami vice to thunder cats i somehow stumbled across at 1:54 in the morning, after sleeping all evening coming home froma marias wedding, the really relevant event recently in my life.. that i guess is too relevant to write about

instead i sit fascinated with the randoms
i wanted to write last night about the phone call messages that had accumulated on my voice mail, 4 or 5 in a row from the boyfriend and then a message that i can't remember now but upon erasing though it to be total insanity that i was letting it go. a sales pitch i think so exaggerated that it seemed like a joke almost..

and now, a 5 year old blind girl sings you were born to be loved to me while prodigally playing the piano. she was adopted, ms yoo ye eun

monkey puppet boy singing micheal jackson just won a standing ovation

life is so full of these random moments..

Friday, March 14, 2008

the painting for the wedding

it should be whites and creams and greys,
stark clean strokes, and choose a pose that
will lend itself to sculpture using chicken wire
stark scientific mathematical analytical
ice queen magestic multimedia
princess doctor
coy seduction

reLAtion ship

so you have a boyfriend they say
yeah i say
cool they say, hows it goin,
i say, pretty well
anyway
reLAtionships
are elation ships

there were lessons learned today,
and anticipation all the way
down a trail to the day
that you lick on the clit
of your rela-tionship
handles business as they say
in somehow just, the right way
and this one i think
works it out mans the ship
of my rela shun ship
yes i am, in a ship
called relationship

and its nice i can say
to be cared in a way
that holds on
to the way..

oh, what, can i say...