Married Men
That said, I do believe I was a courtesan in a past life. I provide a spash of interest and intrigue, colors in the married mans drab and supposedly unfullfilling existance. I engage married men in ways that most women do not, for I understand the benefit they may be to me. My naturally independant ways and intense need for freedom make them interesting and easy victims to my charms...
Speaking of which, a tease of a glance, an eyebrow raising, a look sidelong, you can be sure that there will be little on your mind outside of ravishing me.
But will I let you? that remains to be seen. I have had a hard time letting go completely of the people that are deceived in the process, and the karma that I am not interested in aquiring by fully engaging with a married man, for what if someday the husband that I think I want turns his face from me in such a way?
Then again, men like you aid in this question, and in learning what not to do...
I do someday want to get married, have children, be a committed and forwarding member of society. but for now, I am young. and single. and able to entertain these possibilities. and possibilities are all they are for now..
So for now I promise no more no less than a drink and a conversation.
* written to a married man from craigslist, james joyce inspired.
