flawed

pain intense
constant insult
flaws
running up and down my face
look !
at how fucked up i am
look!
at how bad i suck
intense pain and
that love hate crit
you go to for love
to get told
of all the things
you are doing wrong
then
i dont understand
why you are always beating yourself
flawed
just accept that you aren't ever going to iron it out
if you could see half of the posistive things
that i see
no i see only the negative
because that's what i hear
pain on the inside
pain of the outside
pain inside out and
dont i bring it upon myself
see
why won't i pay attention
something about normal
not normal
didn't you notice
gliss over slack jaw
the face that knows its a punk
so what
i may as well not care
so what right?
so fucking what.

flawed.