conversations

i cant say enough about him. every detail stands out..

my wild behavior can only mean one of two things:
i am a crazy passion filled lost soul that lives in a dream world attached to concepts that are not realistic, that currently he is the object of my fascination, that i like to obsess... and that i want to fill some unfillable void in myself by trying to heal him

or i am in love.

both possibilities make me want to puke.